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In My Dream

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 17, 2007, 8:17 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: my iPod
  • Reading: note book
  • Watching: the ceiling
  • Playing: with my pen
  • Drinking: sparkling water
I wrote this poem in (4-26-2005) it’s a dream, which I heard from someone. When I heard it I felt that am the one who dreamed it, I felt that it’s some how related to me..
This poem is one of the best stuff that I wrote..
hope you like it..

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I saw you in my dream
Standing right there waiting for me
You shake my hand
My heart was shaking
I smiled at you
You smiled at me

I saw you in my dream
Standing right there waiting for me
I held your hand
Your hand was shaking

I look at your eyes
The fear was there
You reach at me
You kissed me
And you went away
You went away and left me
Standing right there with my pain
And my sorrow.

Happy Ramadan

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 12, 2007, 9:39 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: my iPod
  • Watching: News
  • Playing: chess
  • Eating: candy
  • Drinking: sparkling water
Hello every one..

i know it's already Ramadan in my country..

but over here where am i right now Ramadan is tomorrow..

so I just want to say Ramadan karem for every one :)

God bless you all.

peace :)

unfinished love

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 12, 2007, 12:16 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Blue + Elton John, SorrySeemsToBeTheHardest
  • Watching: message in a bottle
I wrote this poem two years ago.. it symbolize a story, which I heard about some other people, and it affect me so very much, so I these words came up to me.

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When we met some months ago
You helped my heart to love flow
You understood my past pain
The hate I felt within my brain

You took my hand and held me tight
No longer lonely into the night
You taught me to laugh and to smile again
You said we are growing up and we know what we want
We fell in love and "forever" you said.
"I’ll love you dear till I am dead"

With you by my side, I felt love and desire
We loved, we laughed, we were like one heart
Then all of a sudden, something was wrong
You went somewhere else and left me there by myself

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message in a bottle is my favorite movie.. it inspire me in my poems.. all the emotion, the love in the movie makes me cry each time I watch it.. [link]

Stranger

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 28, 2007, 12:27 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Dina Carroll, dont be a stranger
I have a mother but I can’t feel it
I have a father but I can’t feel it

I have sisters but I cant’ feel it
I have a brother but I can’t feel it

I have a family but I can’t feel it
I feel that I am a stranger in a big family

Dream

Journal Entry: Mon Aug 20, 2007, 11:29 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Selena, I Could Fall in Love
My dream, you always come to me..
I know that you are not real..
And there are no place I can find you in,
But my heart says that I may find you somewhere..
And you are coming to see me in my dream..
And stay up next to me all night, until I get up..
Then you fly away, leaving your trace behind, which I barely remember.

Why did you leave me? I need you so bad..
My heart desires one touch of your hand, seeking you to not leave.
The illness is puling me to the bed..
I keep straggling while the pain is attacking my heart, and squeezing it so hard.
While I was straggling I took a peak from the window..
Even the sun refused to visit me, though the moon is hiding behind the clouds.
The pain kept increasing while am laying alone in my place.
With no entertainments except my dream.

so sad I am, complaining to my pillow,
With no replayed, even when I’m holding her, calling her
And tell her about my trouser secrets.
Do I have to wait for your visit tonight?
Will I be seeing you tonight?

I became tempted to her.
I wear my luxurious close while I’m going to bed.
I keep staring to the room’s sell, wondering how our meting today will end.
The time when the person feel that he is happy when he close his eyes is rear.

I just closed my eyes waiting for your coming.
Take me with you this time..
I didn’t wanted to open my eyes and see my blue window.
My happiness is there where you are.
My eyes can’t fight no more, I’m gonna sleep now.
I’m coming.